To transition..

A part of me is gone, it's time to change.. For the better.. Slowly I'll learn how to be much more patience then I already am. I'll fight this battle and I will win! I need my confidence back, my strength, where are you? I need to be a better mother for my baby. To let him see me as a strong person! I'm sticking around for me and rylan and I'll be here til my last breathe! I promise I'll climb every mountain you throw at me, even if I fall back down I'll push twice as hard and climb it over again! I'm coming strong! Be ready for me..