Dang these past days

I've been soo annoyed of everyone and everything! Works so fucking slow! No hours! I know I can't complain but I am!!!!!!! And people are just fake and plain fucking annoying!!!!!!!! Anyways here's my vent for the day oh yeah! And our cars check engine light came on! Ugh! So mad! But we already got a new thermostat! Wanting to go to the flea market tomorrow but ugh idk now!

why are people so

ANNOYING now and days? its like umm was i speaking to you no! so stfu! but yeah anyways! i don't work this whole week til Sunday! then i don't work that whole week til Friday! ugh. im fucking irritated! but yeah anyways schools okay so far. and my English teacher assigned us a review but we gotta make it ourselves? wtf? stupid!and im LOST! so yeah ill figure some shit out!

Lmao!

I swear people are really just plain dumb:) facebook is where there is no secrets foo! Lol

How do people love eachother if

They've never seen eachother before? Its kinda hard. I've done it before no lie just date some one out of the ordinary! I mean just thinking about whoooo he's HOT! and now I think of it. Ummmm. Kinda werid huh? Haha I think it's a phase were u want to have a boyfriend or u think you can't find anyone. And u start to feel lonely!. But then u think about it after everything happens and it's really not like what it seems. U only think your in love but really its just some one there until you actuallie meet one another and like eachother for there flaws not there unflaws!

October 24 2010

today was my first day working 6 hour shift. It was good:) I'm still training. I'm not quite ready yet. But I hope I get better:) Thank you god for giving me this oppuroitny:) and chance:) I'm super happy. Finally making it to the top!

Update:)

Family, work and life is GOOD! But my baby sis just got jump! And them bitches Finna see what's up! Or should I say what's down!

Work

Works been good:) I'm so thankfull to god and also my manger verioncia for giving me this chance. God please guided me through this. I know you will:) I'm so happy that I finally found this job;) and schools been okay also. I think I'm doing good in all:)

Sometimes

I feel down and sad but just when I do. It shows they do care:) Now happy:)

I'm not a slave

I think sometimes people take advantage of me. Just because I do it most of the time. I don't do shit around the house because I like. Hella no! I do it because I love everyone and I freaking wanna keep the house clean? Why doesn't any one esle like helping? I don't fucking know?!?!?! I'm ready to move out and live on my own and struggle or whatever it is!?!!? I miss my mommy:( I always felt like a princess when I was with her. I'm sorry mom that vie never helped you before. I never asked you or even bother to try. I wish I could be there every second of my day to help you:) I hope my sisters are helping u momma. I miss u dearly I'm not sure if you kno how much. But alot! Sometimes I get sad here but I don't say anything. My husbands doesn't help me much. He's a good husband but he's lazy. I know no ones perfect. But I would like some help here and there. I'm tired and I'm sure everyone sees it they just want to be selfish!

its been a while

so yay i got a job! and im so super excited.! i start this Sunday! but argh im so fat now. goodness im thinking about getting new clothes because i need it for work but with all this weight gaining hell no! goodness i need to start excising again. i was okay for a while idk but yeah i need to be healthier. !!!!!!!some one help me please! for free:) haha