Ive been waiting

For almost one dang month. For my 120 pallet. I can't reLly complain because I won it. But still I won it right? Idk wtf happen to it on the way here but I'm kinda pissed off. Bye just thought I'd write it down.

My newest addiction

Would be NAIL POLISH. Idk but I've been wanting more and more! Can't get enough!lol buy me some? Hehe I'm trying to learn bow to do different designs. Lmao I'll re update with some of the designs I've tried lol.

my SD and LA trip

so i had so much fun with the girls while it lasted! kelley,rosie,&amy there the best! i love you girls. but yes kelley,amy&i went all the way to SD to visit rosie my love. OMG WHAT A FREAKING DRIVE! 6 DANG HOURS. when we got there everyone was like ZOMBIES. we went to two beaches one called ahoyah? im just spelling as if its prounce that way. lol and one called mission omggg im so in love with LA JOLLA beach its beautiful we took alota pictures of us on that beach and it was soo fun!!! i also got to try TWO new restaurants.like SOUP PLANTATION. L&L HAWAIIAN BBQ. YUMMM AND we went flea market shopping. lol i bought a whole bunnch of nail polish for like 1 dollar. lol. and we didnt get to go clubbing cause we didnt go early enough. but idk casue clubbings kinda eh dumb. LOL. and it was hella scary when we were packing and leaving to the car amy waved and saw this one guy with a mask hella scaryyyyy. idk why amy waved?? but omg i dont think id ever live in SD you freaking drive hella far to just get to one place! annoying. AND I SAW SEES BABY AVA OMG SHES HELLA CUTE. AND SHES SUCH A GOOD BABY. she never cries. LOL. but yes overall i had a blast IMY ROSIE!






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I'm just waiting

For Kelley and Amy to get here then off we go:) and I guess no more LA. But where heading straight to SD baby. Gonna visit my dear Rosie. Imh so much. And I miss Amy and Kelley to I hardly ever get to see them ever. But this trip is gonna be a tons of fun no matter what.hehe. And I'll add on more for this blog when I get on the road if I'm not driving.

yay how exciting

I know right I'm annoying for writing dumb blogs. And I've mention this a hundred of times lol but finally one more day and were off to LA. omg. Haha. Too damn happy. I finally get to relax with the girls without rylan or Ricky. Lol how about that eh? Haha gosh Amy says cocktails and beach? I say umm whoses over age? Funny:/ but I would love something to drink and relax my day away on the beach. Anyways I'll actually write another blog when I get back or even write it while I'm there. I'll take pictures to. :)

just a thought for today

how come people always take everything and everyone for granted? why do people lie and cheat? Im sure i am not the only one who have asked these question and never have them answer.

but ive realize that lifes so important that it can be taken in a blink of an eye. i think everyone should take a min of there day or at least once a week and tell there love ones how much they love and appreciate them. ive notice that alot of my love ones are losing there love ones. and sometimes we can do anything but let it happen because we dont have the power to give them the life of breathe anymore. i would like to say R.I.P TO ALL THE LOST ONES AND LOVED ONES THAT HAVE GONE AND LEFT THIS WORLD. MAY GOD BE WITH YOU.

A hot boring day

And today was as hot as all them other days! Ughh. I just made some pho a while ago and it's 1:21 in the morning crazy right? Lmao just wanted some that's why. Hubby came home early today which I'm so surprise about. But yeah I'm just blogging cause I'm bored so bye.

sister weekend

SISTERS


i love them dearly, even though we fight alot we all know in our hearts that well always be sisters.


so this weekend seemed to fly by so fast and my sisters already left. how sad. but overall we had good laughs and took new studio pictures.:) as you can tell i post them up as well

My leg hurt

Ouch. So today my mil and fil went to go pick up some wood and brought it back home. The woods were hella big so they asked Ricky to help them but, Ricky was on the phone talking to them AT&T peoe about his iPhone and so like the great and good Nyab I am I went to see what they needed cause ricky couldn't. And so my mil was rolling wood off the truck while I as rolling the ones on the ground to another spot. And my mil had push one off the truck and she didn't think it was gonna roll that far cause the others o es didn't . Lmao omg it rolled on to my back leg. And sractched the shit outta me.


& my sisters are here today. Bye gonna sleep:)

and finally

the weekend is almost over. my sisters are coming tomorrow and im excited to see them they never ever come visit me:/ how sad but then its because they dont know how to drive yet. && IM SO EXCITED FOR LA. i cant wait to spend time by myself no one to bother me and im going with my two girls and where gonna meet up with my other girl in SD bby here we come ill up date you on how fun my trip goes.

and omg today i came home and gave rylan a bath and found this big ole freaking mark on his arm. I thought it was a big ass bruise but it turned out to be a burn mark. its hella bad. and im angry. but yes hopefullie it gets better. he didnt even cry about it. my weird child. ILOVEHIM

&&the good news

It's a girl. Congrats to Ying lmao not me. I'm not prego. And not gonna be anytime soon. But yay a lovely addition to the wonderful family:) so excited. This well be our first niece:) that means more shopping for girl clothing hehe. I always see so many things for girls not enough for boys though maybe I should tell them stores to tell the companies so they can tell whoever making them baby clothes to make more clothes for baby boys. Anyways lol I'm so random. Bye

And a long boring day at

The Laundrymat again. But yeah I volunteer so yes can't complain at all. I'm only watching half day so thats a relief. But yes today is thrusday so that means tomorrow my sisters well be coming to merced for the weekend. So I won't be bored after all. And then next weekend ima be in LA for a day then off to SD bby to visit my dear Rosie :) gosh I miss the girls just us four again.

Iphone4

&so my upgrade was yesterday. AND I GOT THE IPHONE4. omg you dont know what i went through just to get this phone i called four stores just to check and see if they had any in stock. none of them had it and then i called another at&t store the last one i called and the man put me on hold and he came back on and told me i have to left. i said can you hold the 16gb for me please ill be there in a bit. got there and got my dang phone. LOL yes im them people who gotta have what they want LOL.



&& my sisters are coming this weekend l update a new blog about this weekend byeee

a little about myself

as you guys know my lovely parents named me Gao Lia Vang i was born in Oroville, Ca and rasied there. i have 4 brothers and 3 sisters including me is 4 girls and 4 boys.




i was, i guess i can say the outcast of the family because i was so bad and i never listen to anything my father or mother had to say. but ive grown up in to a woman and understand why they did what they did and i had to learn the hard way. In my heart i still have this very sad feeling that ive never told them before and that feeling is the feeling where your so ashamed because you know you were wrong and want to say sorry but you cant because it seems as if your too afraid to say such a strong word even though its only 5 letters and youve said it so many times before, to people youve accidentally bumped into. so why is it so hard for me to say im sorry? i think its because im afraid of what my parents would say and if they would ever forgive me. im sure my dad has lost his hope in me already because every time i see him now i see the sadness in his face and the embarrassment. and im sure if i was him i would be too. what can i say about my LOVELY mother shes always been there even though im sure she feels as if ive always drag her down. but im happy shes never giving up on me. and i cant say it to them but i hope they know i love them so much. and i wanna thank god for such lovely parents. And i hope one day god gives me courage and i can tell them how sorry i am and for what ive put them through.