Already gone

This song has been on my repeat! This is how I feel at the moment... Today's a bit better.. Or this weekend I should say has been alot better.. We have moments where I can't keep my mouth shut... But something still isn't feeling right.. He always askes me whT Dino want from him? I'm getting everything my way an that I should be happy! But what he doesnt get is that I don't want everything my way. I'm not just thinking of myself! It's really hard to ask or try to ask a person to try again when they don't want to no more.. And I'm not gonna use rylan as an excusse to stay, because really if he sees what I see then why not try again.. Even if it means being unhappy for a while.. Idk anymore.. Do I even make sense? Whatever really fed up with this drama!