i hate this part right here

i don't know what to say or do anymore, part of me is already dead. and the other parts just alive because my son means the world to me and i have to show him that i can still be his mother. vie always been the kind of girl who falls inlove fast and ive always wanted a happy marriage. a good fairy tale eh? i guess its really here, and it has hit me really hard in the face.REALITY!! sigh....